I Need To Be Okay

Can i stand myself in this condition?
Can i pretend everything is fine?
Can i hold myself to feel okay?
Can i force myself to be happy besides gloomy?

People say woman has much tears
I feel "so"
People say woman can't keep her own problem
I feel "no" because i hafta

I give my best smile upon my sadness
I give my laugh behind my falling
I say nothing when somebody ask
I say okay when someone force
Because I need to be okay
Although i feel "not"

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